she's not
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2004-10-26 @ 9:38 p.m.

I cannot believe it. Well, I can. I can believe it. I keep on making excuses for her. I don't know why. She just doesn't. She just isn't. She isn't what I want her to be, I mean she is sometimes. But a lot of times, I feel like. Frustrated. But beyond the frustration, it's more of disappointment.

I'm incredibly disappointed.

To think I held her at such a high position for such a long time. Maybe like everyone else, I was fooled too. I thought I wasn't. But I am. I am such a fool.

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