on 2006-03-30 @ 10:06 p.m.
Writing out my feelings has become harder and harder as everything becomes more and more convoluted in my brain. I feel like it's my duty to either preserve my feelings beautifully or to not preserve them at all, and I don't know if that is a merit or just something really really stupid. Right now I feel
really
really
stupid.
I'm not a risk-taker. And when I am, it never seems to work out.
There are actually people in this world that think I'm too passive and too "controlling" of my emotions. Oh dear God.
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