on 2008-10-28 @ 5:42 a.m.
I'm up so late I don't know why. It's hard to be alone. I don't know how I'm going to ever live by myself after college. My throat hurts. I think my lymph nodes are swollen. It hurts every time I swallow or yawn or laugh. Not that I'm laughing right now since it's almost 6 in the morning and my roommate just got back. I have work at 9. What am I doing?
It's just that waking up alone at night is lonely, and even though she's back, I can't shake off that feeling. And he's never there to comfort me. So I do this, I comfort myself.