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on 2010-06-11 @ 5:30 a.m.

I should be sleeping... somehow I feel like maybe this night is the last night... that we can lie down on the floor so intimately, as friends, as more than friends, with my eyes closed, knowing your arm was around me on top of the sleeping bag, and letting you hold me when I shouldn't. At the same time, realizing the feelings I have for you have changed, and I can honestly say, I want to be friends with you. Not to say my heart isn't a little bit stirred, but I really just enjoy your companionship and desire that. What I'll miss most... knowing you are always so close.

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