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on 2013-12-01 @ 11:35 p.m.

Wow. Didn't realize flipping through all my old diaryland entries that I would learn something new and very important about myself, but I have. I think it turns out that the things I've been idolizing all these years isn't even deep relationships but family. This cloudy concept of belonging to some group of people. I am always, always looking for that. Even in my romantic relationships, I am ultimately obsessed with belonging to some family unit together. Agh, breakthrough?

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