on 1.10.04 @ 11:43 a.m.
I think last night was the first time I dreamed about you and me- not together. I was thinking about approaching you, but as usual, I was too scared. and you too were too scared? in real life this happened once- remember? but you saved me by coming to me... not so in my dream. it's so strange, usually you're wonderful in dreams. actually, sometimes you are only wonderful in dreams. if I don't even have that to turn to anymore then what's the point of sleep? it's not my haven anymore.
no more santuary for Lisa.
ha.
but could you find it in your heart to make this go away?