ferris wheel
on 2009-05-18 @ 10:07 p.m.

I think the shaking and shivering was an indication of how much I cared. I wanted them to understand what it all meant-- the nostalgia, the turning, the ferris wheel, the clovers, looking for one thing. The moment anyone hit close to what I was trying to put across, I felt a jolt of pleasure. Listening in silence to people talking about what you write, having no chance to explain anything, and not really wanting to explain anything because I want them to understand it themselves... it's a weird feeling.

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