if there's any hope i'll cling onto it
on 2011-01-04 @ 1:10 a.m.

It's hard to reflect on the past year because my vision is so clouded right now, I can't get out of the present, the impending future. This feeling of anticipation... it's the same feeling I get right before a shot, you smell the alcohol the nurse swabs on your skin roughly, it's wet, the cotton is harsh and abrasive. You know what's coming, you can't stop it, and you know it'll all be over soon, but that feeling leading up to the stab...

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