on 11.9.03 @ 5:51 p.m.
i miss you.
i dont even see you anymore. not the you i used to know anyway. and i miss you. really truly miss you. and you probably dont even care. if you do, you sure do a good job of hiding it. when did it end? im not sure if it ever began. but we had something. even if im still not sure what it was. love maybe? its all so fuzzy now, i cant remember the last word you said to me. and that makes me feel so lonely. how long do i have to wait? forever. thats what you would say. i know you never promised me anything. and i know you were never mine. but i cared. for real. you'll never read this. i know that for sure. do you even notice me anymore? or have i merged in with one of the millions of people. just another familiar face. is that what i am to you? you know i still dream about you. even after all this time.
fate fell short this time
your smile fades in the summer
it hurts.